Makeup

Here we go again

6 am, on the other side

Check the texts again

God damn, well I guess I’m live

If we fight when I am honest

Then I should of lied

Please don’t make this worse for me

My inhibitions creeping up tonight

I’m not right, this is spite

Cause I’m drunk from last night,

And you’re fucking with me,

sorry but you signed up for this life

I don’t like what I’m like

But I do this every week so at this rate

Ill be who you love in another life

Silence is killing me tonight

This violence I’m feeling inside

All of me is trying to find this light

Find the light

There’s a sickness in my stomach

I really want nothing of it

I’ll just try my luck to sleep it away

Cause I’m always running from it

I really want nothing of it

I’ll just try my luck to sleep it away

I’m fucked up cause I’ve seen too much yea

It gets worse if I dream too much yea

Didn’t mean to ruin your make up!

Didn’t mean to ruin your make up!

All of this will end

Make amends, say your prayers, yea

Only God can judge me

Honestly don’t think he cares, yea

take my friends, take me next

Take me as I am, yea

Take me anywhere just do not

take me at my word because I’ll

Let you down easy tonight

Sink my fangs, I’ll leave in the fight

I won’t call til the sun comes up

Sorry you know that I love ya

You get made like I don’t trust ya

I get mad like ok, fuck ya

I do right every day by ya

We don’t talk about this sickness but should.

Don’t come here if you’re gonna be that way

Cause I don’t need you in my face