Free

Often I look at myself in the mirror and I say that I don't care

But all of my feelings and all of my thoughts just get thrown out again

Every weekend I go out I look around hoping that nobody knows me

Cause I don't really wanna talk about all the same bullshit again

Where did all of my time go

I guess it flew away

Just like the bird on my cell phone

Because I cant keep up with the pace

Guess I'm just another asshole

For looking so sad every day

They can just worry about themselves

And make sure to not get in my way

Often I wish I could talk

Often I wish I could feel like I am me

Spent all these years not talking

Now all my patience has run out and I can see

Everyone loves so much

Everyone loves all these people that they'll never be

But it's never been a part of me

It's about time that I felt free

Often I wish I could talk

Often I wish I could feel like I am me

Spent all these years not talking

Now all my patience has run out and I can see

Everyone loves so much

Everyone loves all these people that they'll never be

But it's never been a part of me

It's about time that I felt free

Often I wish that I could leave now and disappear right into thin air

Cause I don't feel right it's never felt right and they need to get out of my hair

I've been feeling down for what's felt like years and I don't know when feeling like nothing will stop

Because often I feel like my heart stops

Fuck it I'm free they will never be me and I'm so fucking done with the fake me

Cause everyone lies and deep down they're all greedy and I don't care if they all hate me

I hope they stay under the sheets on the Tok while I make my way up the flock

I know it sounds corny but I feel like me

I'm sure I am me and nobody can stop me

Often I wish I could talk

Often I wish I could feel like I am me

Spent all these years not talking

Now all my patience has run out and I can see

Everyone loves so much

Everyone loves all these people that they'll never be

But it's never been a part of me

It's about time that I felt free

Often I wish I could talk

Often I wish I could feel like I am me

Spent all these years not talking

Now all my patience has run out and I can see

Everyone loves so much

Everyone loves all these people that they'll never be

But it's never been a part of me

It's about time that I felt free