Salience

I was not ready for this

Cuz there's no way to prepare for it

I was scared first cuz it was so strange

I was trying to kinda hang on to reality a little bit

But then, um

It's like, it's like

Like treading water

Where you keep

You know

You keep

Swimming at the top and then

Eventually you just

Like Sink down

It's like the last and final shock you'll ever have

This all just goes so quick

And then it's over

I had I like got a big epiphany

Kinda thing after that

Where it was like

This physical bodies are just a little

Like a little spark

In time that just happens

And it's just gone

All of this

What we believe is our life and reality

We're only seeing a little piece of it

Family or parents or friends

Like that's just

That's just a very temporary

Like millisecond

Of the whole big thing

Like none of this is permanent

But

I wish I hadnt worked so much

I wish I wouldve

Spent more time with my family and

Uh

But it's too late

You know like I wish I hadnt have

Busted my ass to, to

Just so I could have this car

But um

Or I wish I would've

God, holy

This is actually happening

Don't leave

Until I'm gone

Cuz I'm going soon