175 on the bpm right now, I'm really panicking

I can't lie, all the shit I put in my body is really damaging

Mama ain't mad, just scared of the way I cope and how I handle things

All of the shit that's good for me always end up abandoning

Not doing well with handling how you played me

Really feel like I'm gambling my life lately

Really feel like I've been going out of my mind lately

Never come down, in the clouds, I'm livin' the high life baby

Came in with a big heart, then I walked out numb, you really dismantled me

Boeing 737 stuck on the phone, I don't like answering

Tried to put out that flame in my soul, you came with a grin and gasoline

Every bitch like that, found that out upon further examining, huh

All this baggage isn't worth unpacking

Getting addicted to what's wrong and shit that's really bad for me

Falling fast, spiraling down, don't question why's this happening

Everything that I thought this would be, not what I was imagining

Not doing well with handling how you played me

Really feel like I'm gambling my life lately

Really feel like I've been going out of my mind lately

Never come down, in the clouds, I'm livin' the high life baby

175 on the bpm right now, I'm really panicking

I can't lie, all the shit I put in my body is really damaging

Mama ain't mad, just scared of the way I cope and how I handle things

All of the shit that's good for me always end up abandoning

Not doing well with handling how you played me

Really feel like I'm gambling my life lately

Really feel like I've been going out of my mind lately

Never come down, in the clouds, I'm livin' the high life baby

Came in with a big heart, then I walked out numb, you really dismantled me

Boeing 737 stuck on the phone, I don't like answering

Tried to put out that flame in my soul, you came with a grin and gasoline

Every bitch like that, found that out upon further examining, huh