Decay

Toss me in the trash but it’s okay

Don’t wait

I’ve been wanting to disintegrate

Maybe I tried too hard to fit

Maybe I fucked myself again or maybe I'm wrong, yeah

I'm just a little off

I'm a little bit messed up in my head

If I can't change the way I think of things

I'll never live this down

Maybe I had too much to drink again

I'm poisoning the well

Two-faced, everybody always lying

Who cares, keep the drama out of my way

Hearing voices, try and tell them to be quiet

But the truth is they're the only ones that I have

I start to wish that I was different

I wouldn't turn off everyone I met

I decorate with photo filters

Turn myself to someone they'd accept

And I tried so hard to blend somewhere

It wasn't in the cards for me I guess

I wanna burn down everything and build it back from all the ashes

I-I-I wanna burn down everything and build it back from all the embers (all the embers)

I just wanna sabotage everybody that fucked me over

I just try to stay on top of things while choking under pressure (under pressure)

Some days I wish I was somebody else but I don’t care, whatever (whatever)

Decay

Toss me in the trash but it’s okay

Don’t wait

I’ve been wanting to disintegrate [x2]

Maybe I tried too hard to fit

Maybe I fucked myself again or maybe I'm wrong, yeah

I'm just a little off

I'm a little bit messed up in my head

If I can't change the way I think of things

I'll never live this down

Maybe I had too much to drink again

I'm poisoning the well