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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Sarah Danielle Manders
Songwriter
歌詞
I can tell it's getting bad again
Because I was in the bath when I thought
"What if I fell asleep and choked on the water and then called it all an accident?"
And so I picked up my phone to give you a call
Like I promised I would if it was getting all too much
And I thought, "Why does it matter anyway?"
Because I'm secluding myself from my body and the world
I hate being me and I hate being a girl
Scrubbing my face to try to remove all my skin but my pores fill up with foam wash and repeat again
I lay my hands out flat
Leave them in partial light
Water them twice a week - one morning, one night
Flowers bloom into my face
Crawl their way up my throat
And I pray that God will call you
And let you know that He finally let me choke
Written by: Sarah Danielle Manders
