Eris

Whose side were you on

When it all began

I've been talking to myself

Because I can

Cause you're out of sight

And I'm out of my mind

Here in outer space

It's easy to unwind

Cause no one ever just

Gives it to you

And to come full circle

Is not to undo

I am the great, big thing you didn't

Know to be true

I may be right but

I'm right here alone

Whose side were you on

Right before the rain

Mid-September's never gonna

Look the same

I heard every word

And I feel everything

And I'm slowing down

A million minutes

To think about the shit I've seen

If I'm a know-it-all

Then why am I so confused

Soft-spoken and frail

Pretending I can choose

I keep coupling the years removed

Cause no one ever just

Gives it to you

And to come full circle

Is not to undo

Now I got holes in the middle

Don't care what swims through

I may be right but

I'm right here alone

And it stays this way

And the dues I pay

Always come too late

Because the world won't wait

I said that life goes in reverse

Said if I pick it, it gets worse

I said that I would need some help

I should have predicted something else

I know however hard you try

That people cannot fly

I know better, I know what's his face

I know once and for all, I know I'm sorry for that

And I know I'll get my heart back

And I know rainy parades

And all I have is today

There's pain and truth

If I can make it through

Cause no one ever just

Gives it to you

It's okay to be down and it's

Okay to lose

I am the elephant in this

Big empty room

I AM ALIVE AND I'M

RIGHT HERE ALONE

And since we are one

And since we're awake

A heart can remember

How easy to ache

Though pity runs dry

And basks in its void

And returns when it wants to

Just to make noise

There's vim to take care

And vigor to cure

And a tip of the cap

To the valley's allure

The ruin

Essential in learning to fall

The ruin

More pleasant than nothing at all

So pencil it in

Your undying love

For two steps ahead

Can change all you're made of

And since we're awake

The long breath isn't stopping

Who are you really when no one is watching