Death

First comes life and then comes death

I don't even know which one comes next

Do I keep my head down, or rise up past my feelings

No one knows the extent of what I'm dealing with

Sometimes I feel like my life is a myth

Challenged with these thoughts I might just plead the fifth

I don't know how many tries I got left

But imma have to stick it out till the end

Reaching and pulling, grasping onto loose ends

I'm so tied up in life what can I do except hit send

Seems like I'm doing things for no reason

Trying to find myself in this manipulation

Even the closest ones in life won't listen

Guess it's just the time of year, fall season

Just like a double-edged sword, when will it end

Who cares, but at least I know that

First comes life and then comes death

I don't even know which one comes next

Do I keep my head down, or rise up past my feelings

No one knows the extent of what I'm dealing with

Sometimes I feel like my life is a myth

Challenged with these thoughts I might just plead the fifth

I don't know how many tries I got left

But imma have to stick it out till the end

So many places you can screw up in life

No one told me that I had to die

I don't even know where I stand anymore

Think my soul's so bored, and my brains left dry

I hate coming down philosophies

But what else to do than to come clean with honesty

I try and try again but don't seem to succeed

Just give me some room so I can breathe

First comes life and then comes death

I don't even know which one comes next

Do I keep my head down, or rise up past my feelings

No one knows the extent of what I'm dealing with

Sometimes I feel like my life is a myth

Challenged with these thoughts I might just plead the fifth

I don't know how many tries I got left

But imma have to stick it out till the end