Get A Hold Of Me

She just want me for my lifestyle she keep begging me to stay

She like the way she getting piped down she keep checking if I'm straight

When I be knocking that hoe lights out she start screaming I can't wait

They say you gotta take yo time and that's why I be cumming late

You can't get to attached and that's a fact we gotta play it safe

I can't fall off of track aint nun of that so girl you gotta wait

Yea I like to beat ya back but other girls can do the same

Ain't want me back before I had these racks when I was full of pain

Ain't want me back before I sold some crack and made my self a name

Ain't want me back before I had a sack you left me in the rain

Late night I was walking down the railroad waiting for the train

God had sent me down an angel and he made me use my brain

I was so angry that I damn near sacrificed my self

I went home looked in the mirror couldn't recognize my self

I can't even figure out why you was terrified to help

And i was at my sister house when she verified my health

Anger issues taking over me

Thats when the devil get a hold of me

Damn this ain't even what is post to be

I be asking to asking god to come and take control of me

The demons up inside why do they be trolling me

I can't even hide the memories they showing me

Damn they took Lil KAM from me they might end up smoking me

I gotta do it for brudda shoulda kept you close to me

I shoulda let you in my car but you couldn't go wit me

Damn cuz you was on probation and they just had set you free

God this a cold world and it got my head spinnin

I feel bad for ole girl I know she wish it was different

She can't go to sleep at night cuz she keep staring at the ceiling

She be tryna use all her might to shake away the feeling

They don't what's up inside they don't know what's going on

And they dont know how I'm really feeling wit my brudda gone

if that's yo **** y'all ain't gotta question what each other on

Y'all ain't have to go for him man that shit was over drawn

Anger issues taking over me

Thats when the devil get a hold of me

Damn this ain't even what is post to be

I be asking to asking god to come and take control of me