Show Up For Me

Why do I crave the things I live without Things should be proud of they mean nothing to me now When I look back it's like I'm not allowed They only wanna talk about things I don't care about People say I'm crazy, I'd prefer it being crazy If that means I stay in touch with me And people say they love me but I need someone to love me In a crisis or a time of need I really need someone to Show Up for Me I truly need someone to Show Up for Me Show Up Show Up Show Up for Me Show Up Show Up Show Up for Me Time for me to take off the rose tinted Glasses on my face fit with smile like you predicted A mouthful of words that I scripted Make bad decisions self destructive self inflicted My friends say I love drama But I swear I don't love drama Try to fight it but it lives in me But they don't know the harm in growing up with all the scars That stay imprinted on a child like me I really need someone to Show Up for Me I truly need someone to Show Up for Me Show Up Show Up Show Up for Me Show Up Show Up Show Up for Me Ohh I tried and tried to forgive you But the memories stay on my mind Know there's love and there's heart left within you But the hurt takes up most of the time I know thats it's hard I know you have scars You weren't there and the truth still remain I know that it's hard I'd open my heart to you I understand I understand, I understand Reach out my hand Reach out my hand I understand I understand, I understand You That's why I need someone to Show Up for Me I truly need someone to Show Up for me Show Up Show Up Show Up for Me Show Up Show Up Show Up for Me