Overthinking every fucking night, just hoping to get by

I close my eyes and try to leave this life, but I know that it's not my time

I hope that you slip into the back of my mind

'Cause I don't wanna be thinking of you all the time

I said "I'm okay", but you could tell that, that was a lie

And I get no sleep, can you see the bags on my eyes?

And you can ghost me it's not like I got anymore life

And baby when I dream I know that I am gonna die

Heartbreak and vodka is not a good mix

I got vivid fantasies of falling into the abyss

And I've felt many things but God I've never felt this numb

Guess that's what happens when your falling in love

With someone that doesn't love you back

(Too many palpitations where's my heart attack?)

(You say I don't got enough, tell me what do I lack?)

(You told me stop stressing out but I can't relax)

(No I can't relax, no I can't relax)

Overthinking every fucking night

Just hoping to get by

I close my eyes and try to leave this life, but I know that it's not my time

I hope that you slip into the back of my mind

'Cause I don't wanna be thinking of you all the time

I said "I'm okay", but you could tell that, that was a lie

And I get no sleep, can you see the bags on my eyes?

And you can ghost me it's not like I got anymore life

And baby when I dream I know that I am gonna die

(And baby when I dream I know that I am gonna die)

(And baby when I dream I know that I am gonna die)