Ribbons

I know you're sitting blank faced

Staring at the tv

Just wanna win the game

You're not thinking bout me

Love only exists in a teenage mind

It's the perfect trick for a lonely guy

I'm sketching out the next page

Music in the background

There's too much empty space

Not to paint a bright sound

I've been up til 6 tryna dull my mind

Cause i made a list of the things we liked

So i give myself a ribbon every time that i cry

I feel a little more human with a glint in my eye

I, i know, i know

I know you're just with some other girl

In the back of your mind

Is there a whole different world

From an innocent time

You could have stayed in that place

If you fought for what you wanted

Your emotionless face

Is sick of being haunted by my love

I should have on a nice dress

He'd be here by 7

But i'm with my best friend

Eating in my kitchen

Maybe it's a lie to say i don't care

It shouldn't be alright that i'm sad i'm here

I know you think i love you

But that doesn't matter

You should have seen this through

(In)stead of talking to her

A piece of me's lost in this speakers bass

I wonder what love's not and the way it tastes

So i give myself a ribbon every time that i cry

I feel a little more human with a glint in my eye

I, i know, i know

I know you're just with some other girl

In the back of your mind

Is there a whole different world

From an innocent time

You could have stayed in that place

If you fought for what you wanted

Your emotionless face

Could have learned to been honest from my trust

Ya know you could have been honest

With my trust you look back on us

Are you all tied up