Help Me See Colors

It's like in a film all discolored When I close my eyes so tight I got no choice to revive those nights The sound of a voice I hear so close Then I put my fingers in my ears But there's nothing left I've got to fear It would help me see colors to get him down Help me see things I need to find Help me see colors to dig a hole Bury it all and fill the floor Wondering what is running in my blood I try to replace it with dopes 'Cause even my heart of stone it can erode He's someone who should have behaved like a hero And has never been a man Has only shown his dark side It would help me see colors to get him down Help me see things I need to find Help me see colors to dig a hole Bury it all and fill the floor It would help me see colors to watch him drown With no one come to save him around Asking him when he's on his own How does it feel to be alone? Guess I was born to live with this trouble Keep my head above water it's mud And if I never come back from this fight Tell my mother she's done nothing wrong And that I loved her all along She's made her little boy a strong person Wondering what is running in my blood I still don't know, well, I still don't know Wondering what is running in my blood I try to replace it with dopes Hoping it will reveal a kaleidoscope It would help me see colors Help me see colors (I need it) It would help me see colors to get him down Help me see things I need to find Help me see colors to dig a hole Bury it all and fill the floor It would help me see colors to watch him drown With no one come to save him around Asking him when he's on his own How does it feel to be alone?