Somewhat Happy

Somebody told me that i should reach for the stars

But nobody told me that it'd be this hard

My beloved is so close and yet so far

so for now it's me and my guitar

I'll never be

Close to somewhat happy

I'll never admit it

But maybe that shit just ain't

Meant for me

Promised myself i won't go down

Into a shameless spiral

I know i won't cave

Cus you're not the same as who i thought i once knew

I'm always bitter,

It's cold in my heart

All of my good has fallen apart

I don't wanna feel empty

Someone please show me where i should be

Somebody told me that i should reach for the stars

But nobody told me that it would be this hard

My beloved is so close and yet so far

so for now it's me and my guitar

Someday i'll be close to somewhat happy

I'll never admit it

But maybe that shit really is meant for me