"conditional"

Yeah, oh-oh-whoa Yeah (Musa, no way!) I saw a jester dance and I wanted to play Hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say But if it's how you feel We can go our separate ways It's the mistakes that I made And how am I the one who could be so conditional? Pretty, but I think you're entitled to my time Turn the cheek when you just disregard these boundaries of mine Yeah, I'll be alright Life just always pass me by, yeah Eloquent the way I rhyme Yet I just fuck up my words every time Softly tell me it's not over Want to know if you're okay Yeah, I rarely spoke about my feelings I'm sorry it won't be ok And if I fall back in these sheets I'd burn them up if you were here with me But I'm afraid to go to sleep 'Cause you call in my nightmares anyways I saw the jester in your eyes Don't fake your trust 'cause it's my disguise And you gon' pay for all your crimes Yeah, you gone pay for all your crimes Yeah I'ma keep this brief we're not compatible How the fuck am I the one being conditional? Your talk was always cheap Knew how to obsess over things Time and time again Flip around, be about you You only really liked me 'cause I didn't tell you I saw a jester dance and I wanted to play Hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say But if it's how you feel We can go our separate ways It's the mistakes that I made And how am I the one who could be so conditional? Did you really think that I was some kind of a unicorn? Draw me up like I'm some kind of object (Of) Attention And no man gon' make me jealous And even when I was out in Texas, you just wanted me more Honestly, I'm sorry that I acted cold I didn't mean to hurt you like that It was starting to be really hard for me I just wish you'd understand where I'm coming from It just felt like you wanted so little and so much it was confusing me And if I fall back in these sheets I'd burn them up if you were here with me But I'm afraid to go to sleep 'Cause you call in my nightmares anyways I saw the jester in your eyes Don't fake your trust 'cause it's my disguise And you gon' pay for all your crimes Yeah, you gone pay for all your crimes