Never Gentle

It feels like this body is a rental

Fragmented mind, life's never gentle

Wave hello to young ZONA, back from the dead

Feeling dread, praying I escape what's in my head

Missing my friends, I was hoping to make amends

But I just been reminiscing and wishing you're here instead

Doesn't make sense does it? I must be spent

If I can't even take a second to answer your message sent

I love the flattery when they complimenting my set

But my social battery is minuscule, sometimes I forget

You need an ear to listen or just a shoulder for crying

I used to need it too, but as I've watched idols keep dying

I'm trying to make a mark on this fucking world for my folks to see

And show them that this rap shits exactly where i'm supposed to be

So they can wave hello to their son, back from the dead

Feeling dread, wishing I could hug my Granddad

Grandma's voice would light us up when we were sad

And so from this point on, you know i'm glad to hear you vent

'Cause if i'm anything besides a fucking rapper or an artist or an image on your screen

I've been tryna shine a beacon to release your inner demons

And to take a chance to breathe and chase a dream

Fuck fans, if you're tuned in to me, you're family

Because I know not everybody has it

And it's something I can't stand to see

Always tell tall tales when I jot

But it's more complicated than it's not, because I got

So many thoughts of the end on my mental

Bad things, yeah it's all detrimental

It feels like this body is a rental

Fragmented mind, 'cause life's never gentle

Fragmented mind

I'm lost in the past, so absent from time

I don't want to be asked if i'm fine

I'm just tryna be who I gotta be for ville and valentine, bitch

I'm vile, moving like a villain, so this shit will be mine

I'm hoping i'm forgiven, didn't keep up some friendships

But blessed anyway with the memories, thanks for your time

Love

Thoughts of the end on my mental

Bad-bad things, yeah it's all detrimental-mental

Feels like this body is a rental

Fragmented mind, life's never gentle

Gentle