Wouldn't Wanna Be Ya

I had you on my lock screen

Prolly bad idea

Guess I fucking jinxed this

Now i'll never see ya

Like i'd even want to

Cus trust me I Don't need ya

All my feelings subdued

I wouldn't wanna be ya

Sometimes they'll come back

I'm losin focus

I'll Just disappear

Like hocus pocus

If I Don't hear it

Then I Don't notice

Yea i'm better now

Cus I wrote this

I had you on my lock screen

And my watch slideshow

Maybe that was too

Much looking back I know

Considering you held

Me back from all of my goals

I was so stupid for falling

For all of your lies hoe

I'm so, frustrated i'm making typos

I thought, where you go, maybe I go

But a thots, what you are

You're a psycho

That's kinda rude

But you pushed me off this life boat

Yea it's easy to get lost

In your eyes when

You're always there for me

Yea it's easy to get caught

In the tide

When your light is all I see