Facade

Last week I heard you talking to other friends

Told them things that never crossed your mind again around me

I start to feel like you always were to pretend

I guess I'm just not good enough

I shattered my self-image a thousand times

Feeling like I don't fit in on any side of this place

Do you look down on me with those soulless eyes

'Cause I think I'm not good enough

'Cause I think I overthink a little too much

But I don't know how I could read your mind

In the mirror is someone you don't wanna know

Though it's clear it's all a facade, just a show

And there my self-hate grows

Late at night, I'm up again with my mistakes

Hate myself for stupid shit, I need a break from me

'Cause all you are is condescending to my face

And then I let my mind control reality

'Cause I think I overthink a little too much

But I don't know how I could read your mind (I can't read your mind)

In the mirror is someone you don't wanna know

Though it's clear it's all a facade, just a show

And there my self-hate grows

(There my self-hate grows)

In the mirror is someone you don't wanna know

Though it's clear it's all a facade, just a show

And there my self-hate grows

(In the mirror, in the mirror, in the mirror)

There my self-hate grows (In the mirror)

(In the mirror, in the mirror)

There my self-hate grows