My Funeral (Commentary)

Imagine if I took my life, gave up on love and died tonight

I wonder who would cry for me

I'll never know, I'll never see

But I can still pretend, it's so magical to think about the end

The ones I loved would blame themselves

And wish that I'd reached out for help

And everybody else would try to analyze my suicide

Everybody wants to cry about some famous kid that died

Tonight I'll light a candle and fantasize my funeral

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All my bitch-ass enemies would blame themselves for killing me

Confess it in a eulogy, regret the things they said to me

My album would sell better and I'd probably trend on social media

Everybody wants to say, "I just saw him the other day"

Pretend that they were close to me

For thoughts and prayers and sympathy

Everybody wants to be best friends with the recently deceased

Tonight I'll light a candle and fantasize my funeral

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I know it's not my time to go

I still have so much room to grow

Secretly I think about the people I can't live without

There's so much hate I wish to fight

So much here to keep myself alive

The truth is I'm afraid of death, I never could commit to that

While immigrants and refugees ride

Blow up rafts through deadly seas

And here I am a privileged me with no concept for suffering

I think I'll shut the fuck up and donate to a charity

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Tonight I'll light a candle and end this stupid ritual