Lost My Way (feat. Burkey Bee)

I’ve been drifting,

my minds blank got no destination,

I can’t think my minds filled with demons,

people ask if I’m ok,

and I just say yea but inside I feel like I lost my way

Yea I’ve been drifting lost and confused, lost my happiness can’t find my muse,

she left me a long time ago and played me like a fool,

been trying to numb the pain so medicines what I abuse,

I mean use, to push down the bad thoughts and not end up lost in em,

 I’ve been hurt for so long to the point that the word’s starting to lose meaning,

when the depression hits I start having suicidal thoughts I’m losing my reasoning,

what’s the point of feelings I don’t want em I don’t need em,

fuck love it ain’t shit matter fact it’s the opposite of bliss,

they’ve been lying to us all along ever since we was kids,

I’ve been having thoughts of popping these pills til I’m gone,

but I can’t cause I got dreams to accomplish after all,

demons made my head their home and have been terrorizing me since I was 8 or 9 years old,

couldn’t tell back then cause I would mask the pain,

but when alone I’d be contemplating if I should l leave or stay,

they said that I would be ok after therapy,

but in reality it ain’t do shit for me,

but enable my anxiety,

what’s life besides a fucking hell that creates depression,

which I gotta live through everyday shit is exhausting,

they ask if ima ever be ok and my response is I don’t think that’ll ever be an option

I’ve been drifting,

my minds blank got no destination,

 I can’t think my minds filled with demons,

people ask if I’m ok,

and I just say yea but inside I feel like I lost my way

I’ve been struggling going down the wrong path,

feel half dead I just want my life back,

 life is a highway feel like Rascal Flatts,

but I’m driving impaired so I took the wheel and crashed,

 lost my way, so I’m out in LA,

 depression setting in,

so I smoke medicine,

my family, drove me to insanity,

people come and go,

i done seen loved ones true colors they show,

lost my way fo sho,

 I lost myself somewhere down the line,

Now and then I revisit when I’m high,

lost my way I can’t seem to see where I went wrong inside,

I’ve been drifting,

my minds blank got no destination,

 I can’t think my minds filled with demons,

people ask if I’m ok,

and I just say yea but inside I feel like I lost my way