This Is a Song About Tom Brandow

Hey there Tom it's been almost a year I've been trying so hard to fight against these tears That I've been shedding since November But who knows cause I can't remember I've been praying to God hoping I would see you soon But it might be us getting drunk and singing out of tune To Elton John's Tiny Dancer But who knows if I will remember I'll see you on Sunday maybe at church Or maybe somewhere else but who knows I will search I'm sitting here with paper and pen Trying to figure out when I'll see you again Hey there Tom I haven't seen you around I've been sitting in my room jamming out to Jackson Browne And how you got so far To seeing all of his guitars I can still recall the time we spent the Friday night Jamming on the piano to Ben Folds Five In front of my mom and dad And to be honest it wasn't that bad I think of all the times when I would leave home And I would tell you don't worry cause you're not alone Instead I sit here with paper and pen Still trying to figure out when I'll see you again I'm not scared I'm not scared of you Though I'm not afraid of death but I'm afraid of dying young I can't get over the fact that we will soon be turned into dust And all this nothing we turn into I'd like to think is something That you can make of And it makes no fucking sense if Sarah can't get by No matter how hard she does no matter how hard she tries Again and again is all we do It just gets so much harder thinking about you I cry myself to sleep at night If that is what it will take just to see you again one more time I am not scared of you But if you say I am then maybe it's true Hey there Tom I really fucking miss you I wish we could do all the things we said we'd do Like maybe start our own band But instead you became my biggest fan I'm sitting here with paper and pen Still trying to figure out when I'll see you again Which I hope is soon