I watch you fly away

Into those heaven gates

I'm not hiding what I really feel

I lost my dog this shit just can't be real

No longer holding in these silent tears

Sometimes a **** wanna disappear

I'm sick and tired of all the lies

I'm just tired of being tired

They don't see the fact I care

They don't see the fact I tried

You ain't have to tell the truth cause shit I could see it ya eyes

You was closer to the stars cause see you was always in disguise

Ain't nobody there to check for you Believe the shit I'm telling you

How you hate someone that don't do shit but wish the best for you

You know you got a big heart when you when you feel bad for doing what's best for you

Ain't have no choice when I neglected you

So I had to fly away

I watch you fly away

I'm sick tired of all the breakdowns You can see it in my face now

No longer want to win I'm out the race now

In this life of sin I'm outta place now

Little Cherro had some dreams that he can't chase now

Man I can feel it in my chest this shit so hard man I just can't breathe

God protect me from the evil and the shit that I just can't see

Suicide been on my mind sometimes I hate me

But I got a little girl so I just can't leave

Deep in my thoughts I just can't think Life down the drain now let me sink

I cry tears every time I time I blink Might lose my kidney to to drink

I know you rather see me cry

See the tears run down my cheeks

I get low and I shut down

Think about you when I grieve

I won't beg nor will I plead I got these shackles on my feet

Help ya folks when they in need they go thru to shit that you can't you see

I been trying to stay focus

I got this pain but I can't show it

I watch you fly away

Into those heaven gates