Makeshift Paradise

Little monsters in my head Spitting things I never meant It's taken over me to fit in A battle I could never win Knock me out there, they hit me till I'm painless Take a ride to escape this All these monsters in my head Oooooh oooooh Oooooh oooooh Just wanna feel what it means to be alive Oooooh oooooh Oooooh oooooh Wanna be free in a makeshift paradise All these demons won't let me sleep My bad habits on repeat Can I break the cycle? Maybe it's just me Or maybe I'm just a little too weak Oooooh oooooh Just wanna feel what it means to be alive Oooooh oooooh Wanna be free in a makeshift paradise Oooooh oooooh Just wanna feel what it means to be alive Oooooh oooooh Wanna be free in a makeshift paradise Drowning in all my dreams, nothing is what it seems Trying to fix the parts in my machine Oooooh oooooh Oooooh oooooh Oooooh oooooh Just wanna feel what it means to be alive Oooooh oooooh Wanna be free in a makeshift paradise Oooooh oooooh (Knock me out, they hit me till I'm painless) Just wanna feel what it means to be alive Oooooh oooooh (Knock me out, they hit me till I'm painless) Wanna be free in a makeshift paradise