Crystallion

I beheld a sparkling dazzle of the brilliant white light

Which appeared far greater than what I had known as "I"

And I encountered in horror this self-devouring darkness of depth

And found myself nowhere no more

I was lost, I had beheld the way

These were the rumors, voices in my head

Haunting me night and day

The Universe is brilliant kingdom of the creator that possesses a crown

The Universe is full of galaxies, stars and atoms

This torture of truth continued 'till I could not take it no longer

The limit came when I saw not myself amongst this beauty of creation

And my mirror was not from this world

Where I saw no more this pale gaze of internal disgust

Of which my star would shy away, away

This void of triggering sensation, this emptiness of space and time

I would think, I would speak of this, I would love

And I loved and I loved and I loved

The Universal sorrow of which I was not

I decided to throw away

Over the border of life and death

No meaning, no quantity, no quality