C - Ptsd

It all starts when you’re way too young

Traumas like a loaded gun

That hunts you til the day you die

And The Lord’s house kept me alive

But what’s life if you stay inside

Where the shame means death until you part

 Now we all feel messed up

So when you’re / 30 and feel 21

And finally do what the fuck you want

I’ll do this for my youth

Who grew up no thanks to you

Whoa oh

I was already sick inside

So why’d you give me illness in my mind

With your lies that question who I am

But I healed my inner kid

It took years to undo what you did

But better late than dead my friend

Now I’m not so messed up

No longer anxious or stressed out

You know it’s never too late, we can be free

Cos when you’re / 30 and feel 21

And finally do what the fuck you want

I’ll do this for my youth

Who grew up no thanks to you

Whoa oh

 Now I’ve grown up way to late

And put all my dreams aside to wait

But fuck that I’m finally who I am

30 and look 21

Now I do what the fuck I want

I do this for my youth

Who’s now free no thanks to you