20/10/0 (Broken Eye Remix)

20 milligrams to keep my psyche stable

Your focus is out of focus and I'm struggling to be able

To form a cogent sentence but I'm firmly in your club

I've got to strengthen my performance but I cannot keep it up

She whispers in my ear I could keep doing this for days

But I'm sweating from the effort, and I know it's just a phase

I guess I'm feeling balanced now, and I guess you would agree

How much of this is chemical, how much of this is me

And I'm sick

But I'm stable

I don't feel like myself anymore

But I'm grateful

I'm looking forward to a lifetime

Of prescriptions as a lifeline

And I won't miss mountains (I won't miss the mountains anymore)

And I'm loving the distraction

Of this prescribed satisfaction

And I won't miss the mountains anymore (I won't miss the mountains)

Start with a pinprick of light in the middle of your chest

And then let it expand as it fills you with compassion. With love. With happiness

Now watch that darkness on the outside try and push that back in. Feel the struggle for your delight wage a pitched battle on the edge of your being

Sit back and view the crushing weight of reality start to splinter and crack the fragile supports of the lightness inside you. Splinters fly. Fabric rips. And watch it fall

And I'm sick

But I'm stable

I don't feel like myself anymore

But I'm grateful

I'm looking forward to a lifetime

Of prescriptions as a lifeline

And I won't miss mountains (I won't miss the mountains anymore)

And I'm loving the distraction

Of this prescribed satisfaction

And I won't miss the mountains anymore (I won't miss the mountains)

Woo