Lost In My Mind

I was lost in my mind

Had no where, where to go

I look for peace in my soul

Then wind up deep in a hole

New path new me

Reinvent myself who's that? That's me

First plan failed so it's on to plan b

Taking all the blame my fault it's on on me

Real me real me

I don't know who's being real with me

No more listening to testimonies

You say a lot so I guess we'll see

Lately all I've been feeling is money and pain

Money slow on coming so the balance ain't the same

Hard to fund music so it's hard to maintain

Good mental health, thinking I'm going in sane

My purpose been gone, so lost in the sea

I've been questioning who I should be

I've been looking for the path to truly feel free

Where is the path to really feel me?

I was lost in my mind

Had no where, where to go

I look for peace in my soul

Then wind up deep in a hole

I'm feeling this energy

I live in your memory

Forgotten I'll never be

Grammy'll be the centerpiece

Got identity of enemy

He is the inner me

Hellbent on ending me

I smell like a victory

This is my testimony

Never make a deal unless you test the money

I've learned that the real could be phony

I don't care what you say you gotta show me

None of my friends below me

Nobody's perfect but we're still growing

No breaks, just progress only

Lived in the church so I didn't die holely

I can only excite myself I'm my only fan

Delete all numbers except my job so its only bands

Imma Sa11nt so I just call my fans my holy stans

If we got smoke, standing over your body is my only stance

Catch me

Don't let me fall

I'm lost in my mind cuz I want it all

I stand on my morals so I never fall

Life'll sweep legs and let you crawl

I break bad habits like wrecking balls

Make a list of goals and check em all

I'd do something different and let them awe

Competing with squad but I love em all

I've been tip toeing around feelings for so long I swear it's just starting to get rough

Receipts align with what I say, so I guess that you can never catch my bluff

Got four projects in motion, I'm doing too much but I want what I want

When my lil cousins need a role model I come up convo like do as such

I am lost in my mind

I don't know where to go

Looked for peace in my soul

Then wind up deep in a hole

I am so lost in my mind

I am so lost in my mind

I am so lost in my mind

I am so lost in my mind