Decay

You can say what you want

And I promise it won't hurt me

Cause I know I've gone too far

This time

Yeah I get scared when it's dark

It's hard to admit it

Thought I played all my cards right

Well guess I didn't

Passed out, backseat of some taxi

Let's go, you and me on a trip, no acid

I feel my body collapsing

Wake up like what the fuck happened?

Sometimes yeah life is not that great

Don't know what's real or what is fake

I gotta clean the mess I've made

In time or it'll be too late

Texting my friends like I'm okay

Don't know what feelings to convey

Lie down and watch it all decay

Watch it all decay

I can feel it, must move quickly

Who'da thunk it'd be so deadly

Feel it creepin all inside me

How the fuck did this happen to me?

I've got nowhere to run away

The blood in my heart makes its way

To my head pounding way too hard

I think by now it's far too late