I've been going back and forth

Why can't I relax no more

I've been going back and forth

Yeah, why can't I relax no more

Seeking refuge from the ones I feel deserted me

Seeking refuge from the chaos, yeah it's burning me

I wanna talk to God but I can't calm myself to hear him speak

I wanna solve my problem but I think they're all that's left of me, left of me

I think they're all that left of me, yeah

But days just come and go, it's getting hard to sleep

Been fighting with the enemy, yeah

Always on my shoulders, he won't let be

So if you're coming for my name

Know I never switched up, I ain't never gonna change

Sometimes I just miss us, I don't know who I should blame

Feel like I've been mixed up, I think I might go insane

I've been going back and forth

Why can't I relax no more

I've been going back and forth

Yeah, why can't I relax no more

Please wait for me, wait for me

I'll make my mind up

Yeah pray for me, pray for me

Conflict is rising

I stayed for you, stayed for you

Still you denied me

So patiently waiting for someone to find me, I

I'll make my mind up

Yeah pray for me, pray for me

Conflict is rising

I stayed for you, stayed for you

Still you denied me

So patiently waiting for someone to find me