Lullaby

(hums)

I'm happy

I'm sad

I got nothing to worry

I feel like everything's breaking down

I'm on top of the world

Then I'm down on the ground

I don't know what to call them

All I do is shut them all out

Shut the hell up

I told myself that

I talk way too much

Can't keep quiet

I hear them whisper

Voices in my head

That I'm better off dead

Falling apart

If I smile then I might just feel alive

If I play pretend then I might make it right?

Nothing feels real, then why am I around?

2 am in the morning

Red eyes and swollen cheeks

Suicides and goodnight kiss

Maybe

Things will be better when I'm asleep

And in my dreams I won't be me

Goodbye

To the world I know

It's now my time for me to go

Close the curtain

There's nothing to show

Goodbye

To the friends I made

Thanks to you I had my best

Tell my mother that

I will always love her

And tomorrow I'll be right where you are

So I sing to you my last lullaby