Heaven Pt 3

If Heaven weren't so far away

Judgmental fuck, how much does my soul weigh

Do not send me up, let me waste and decay

As I'm giving up, God, I've got no more faith

Hot needles, carry me, ooh, I am

Blind people standing like they give a damn

So feeble welcome me with open hands

But I'm evil, I knew that you'd misunderstand

Take me down to where they burn

Spread my ashes out the urn

Stubborn so I never learn

Is Heaven even worth the sufferin'?

When I'm gone, say your goodbye

Finally, peace of mind

If you could see the way I try

I can't wait 'til I am not alive

Silence, the Carolina breeze'll close my eyelids

I see my family and lose my conscious

Ambulance rushing for me, I'm unresponsive

I'm okay, I know where I go when I'm dying

I can't go up there to heaven

When I'm dead, can you save me my own spot down in hell?

I can't go up there to Heaven, no

Accept and just say your goodbye

And wish me well, I can't go up there to heaven

When I'm dead, can you save me my own spot down in hell

I can't go up there to heaven, no

Accept and just say your goodbye and wish me well