I spent too much time outside

Seen way too many die…

Caught in the mix of life

I get it now…

I know I’m hard to find

High till I cannot feel

Stuck in my bed I cried

But now I’m

Still outside and I’m ready

Looking for a new beginning

Or an ending to the madness in my mind

There’s a lot and it’s heavy

All I needed was some time…

Before I detonate

I prayed & I tried to think of kingdoms, even better days

I got so caught in my religion

Made God dead to me

Before even I knew that heaven was ahead me

Ohhhhhh

Ohhhhhh

I spent too much time outside

Seen way too many die…

Caught in the mix of life

I get it now…

I know I’m hard to find

High till I cannot feel

Stuck in my bed I cried

But now I’m