Los Angeles

I've been filling all my voids with boys Let them have me for a night or two, then destroy I can't be blamed if I would rather hold a man than hold myself 'Cause when I do I pinch my skin and cry out loud I'm certain this is hell You're wasting me, you're wasting me Los Angeles You're wasting me, you're wasting me Los Angeles I was living in my car, parked outside the hotel bar My hands are shaking I would smoke a pack a day I wish the cancer'd have it's way so I quit waking I crossed the line with my best friend, just to numb myself again Let's ruin everything Buy a bottle every night Lay in bed and grip it tight like it was loving me You're wasting me, you're wasting me Los Angeles You're wasting me, you're wasting me Los Angeles And I can't go home Fell out of love with the greatest many I'll ever know Can't believe it, all those years, it seems as though I'll never be hole I'd love to see him with a woman who brings him peace Not a woman like me, not a woman like me who's rotting underneath You're wasting me, you're wasting me Los Angeles You're wasting me, you're wasting me Los Angeles You're wasting me, you're wasting me Los Angeles And I can't go home