Still Wonder

I still wonder

I've been caught up in my memories

Thinking back when it was you and me

All the things I did for you, you would do for me

And as I'm writing this verse feels like a eulogy

Cause in my mind I know your feelings passed away for me

But my heart be acting different cause I still wonder

Really a hopeless romantic, I often fall under

A rock and hard place inside my mind

Wishing for a chance, praying that the stars would align

Yeah my Mama knows best and she never steered me wrong

She could tell that you was different and the love we had was strong

But foolish pride start to rise, I acted dumb

How I let you slide chasing pennies, but you the one

I was really young, but that's really a weak excuse

Lying to myself to lighten all my pain from the truth

Now you with somebody else

I peep y'all pictures on the gram

A thousand words in my mind but all I can say is damn

Right person wrong wrong time, I always thought that's make believe

Until I witnessed first person how it happened to me

Real genuine soul, she still supporting all my dreams

I do the same for her business but her business not with me

It's really tough tryna get over you

And at some point it had to happen, it's been long overdue

Even if my chances few imma still have some hope

All I need is one night to get it right like lil boat

So for now I'll simply float, I like to keep it steady

These diamonds keep me cool, all white like I'm Betty

Weight is nothing on my shoulders

But for you my heart is heavy

You just say the word and know that I'll be ready

I still wonder could I ever be your man

I still wonder do I even have a chance

I still wonder how you slipped from my hands

If I could turn back time I'd do it over again

I still wonder could I ever be your man

I still wonder do I even have a chance

I still wonder how you slipped from my hands

If I could turn back time I'd do it over again

You don't realize what you have until it's really gone

But I can't turn off my radio, I'm sick of love songs

Not living with regrets but I wish we never did it

Cause ain't no way we can't be friends

After I dived in your spirit

I'm talking 1st class, imma treat you with some priority

They ain't stepping how you stepping

No matter what's the sorority

Me and you against the world, now don't that sound poetic

Imma always do you justice stick beside you we magnetic

I won't forget it even when I get the fame

Could have all the money in the world but still I'll never change

Cause when it comes to you that doesn't even matter

You'll be right by my side make moves like jagger

Not tryna over step, don't wanna be a home wrecker

But I hope you think about this better late than never

I'm not tryna make you choose, don't confuse this for no pressure

But if you don't then it's whatever

Yeah…