Calling

So tired of this battle, so tired of this fight

When my skin starts crawling and the bugs they begin to bite (they begin to bite!)

I've been marching up their hill and my legs they feel so tired

Eyes feel kinda heavy and I'm feeling kinda wired

Oh Lord... why's life so hard

I took this as my calling believing what they said

You know you're brave and strong Truth is I'm scared (so damn scared!)

I've got the courage of a lion I'm as timid as a mouse

Want this heart to keep beating And I feel it in my mouth

Oh Lord... words don't come out!

So I keep keep climbing with every flaming hill

Keep that gun-fight coming, it's becoming like a pill

Oh Lord here I lie still

But I think I want to go home because the mud's up to my waist

I don't like all this noise and that look upon your face

Oh yeah.. shouting to make your case

When I get to where I'm going I'm lying in my bed

Remember what I said oh yeah it's all my head

Fear can stop you loving and fear can make you hate

Fear can leave you living long time long debate

It's never so late

Oh lord where did you go?

Oh lord where did you go?

Oh lord where did you go?

Oh Lord knows!?

So when the bugs stop biting and my skin begins to crawl,

I look back I don't think it was very reasonable at all, reasonable at all

I know it's hard to explain all the things I have seen, when I know you've never been to all those places that I've been

Oh lord we live in a dream,

Oh lord we live in a dream,

Oh lord we live in a dream,

Oh Lord! We're living the dream!?