Totem

Something's missing I can't seem to shake this feeling

Emptiness like a mourning heart

Only time will tell

Redesign myself

Let go and start anew

Counting seconds turns to counting weeks

Resisting all my opportunities

Escape the abyss

Every swing I miss

Oh how

I'm struggling to find hope in uncertain times

Get through this hell

Assess and realign

Realign

My bad habits get the best of me

Wrestling monotony

Pain is temporary

That first step so scary

With all that I have learned

Why is fear my main concern?

Because it's all I know

Am I all alone?

Tell me is this my

Reality

How could this happen to me

How could this be

Is this my reality?

Is this my reality?

I have to find hope in uncertain times

Get through this hell

Assess and realign

Realign

Realign

Get through this hell

Assess and realign

Get through this hell

Assess and realign

Is this my reality?