Empty REDUX

How can you fix your mistakes

I feel you giving up again

Instead of trying to erase I see you tearing from the binding again

Push your voice into my mouth

Raise your hands to keep me silent

I'm not afraid to dodge your insults or your fists when you get violent

I shouldn't be used to it like I am

And I shouldn't have to feel like I'm the worst person you've ever met

When all I did was try my best

I've written to myself

Saying that I should've never let you in

I wanna feel the blood rushing through my veins

I wanna see the look on your face when you fall to the ground

A pen in hand with a weakened grip

An empty notebook with empty pages

An empty notebook with empty pages

And I fell

Head first into nothing but heartbreak

I gave you the world but you drowned me in heartache

On and on it repeats like a routine

I'm giving up

I'm looking out for me

I've written to myself

Saying that I should've never let you in

I'm standing up to you

With the worst news that you'll ever get

I'm sick and tired of all this bullshit

I wanna feel the blood rushing through my veins

I wanna see the look on your face when you fall to the ground

A pen in hand with a weakened grip

An empty notebook with empty pages

I wanna feel the blood rushing through my veins

I wanna see the look on your face when you fall to the ground

A pen in hand with a weakened grip

An empty notebook with empty pages

An empty notebook with empty pages