...And I'm an Addict

I can't open my eyes without thinking 'bout you Your kiss, stains my lips and I'm lost, floating in ecstasy You're never too far gone to come back to me Now I feel you You're running through my veins And this is never the way, but by the end of the day My head's spinning and again it's too late It's been a long time coming and I've been waiting for the day Where I can tell you honestly I've already lost control and I'm scared I'm losing even more Well cheers to that Well you can call it withdrawal, but when you're not in my world My hands shake and my heart beat feels fake It's like the lights get too bright and I go full fight or flight Now I'm sweating, I just need you with me Well you know what they say Less is more and more's ok with me It always starts with just a touch But then I feel my head rush Yeah, I feel you ruining my day But I drink anyway It's been a long time coming and I've been waiting for the day Where I can tell you honestly I've already lost control and I'm scared I'm losing even more Someone take this glass from me I can't see my way out So here's the thing I wake in the morning and I feel ok A sore head but I'm ready for the day and I think to myself There's got to be another way 'cause I can be strong And I can be kind and I can be anything I fucking like So why do I resort to being what I am An addict, a junkie, a lesser man, well I won't have it And so the cycle goes, wake up, regret, pass out, repeat I'm so bored of lying to myself and I hate what I've become Someone pass the bottle, I'm done And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, no more And so the cycle goes Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, no more