Toxic

Hey, yo This is pro'lly the realest shit I ever wrote Heh-huh! Congratulations, you made me hate myself You isolated me from my friends, and made me feel Like, you're the best that I can do, so I'm afraid to build on myself, what the hell? You think that you can take advantage of me and treat me like a lost puppy? Go ahead and throw me out, bitch, you don't want me And yeah, I fuckin' care, I can't pretend I don't But, even if I wanted to, I swear to God, I won't Everything I've sacrificed, so I can make you happy You took my friends, my self-respect, even my family Now, you ask if I'm depressed, nah, I'm fuckin' happy I love the way that you treated me, yeah, come on and smack me Come on and trap me, come and attack me It's almost as if I feel happy, to be treated badly But actually, I'm just madly in love wit' you I tell people, I'm done wit' you But, we know that ain't fuckin' true I used to tell myself that you would change I used to cry myself to sleep, and be depressed for days But, hey, I'll stay with you, if you can stay with me You can say that I'm insane, but I know that you'd change for me I want you to love me like you used to In the first month, heh I wish we felt the same love for each other That we used to when we first begun Our relationship Every time I look at you, I feel so broken Down Every time I see you smile, I'm still hopin' That we can try again This is so toxic I feel like a monster Even after all that I've done to you Broke my back, for you So attached to you And, I just wanna say Sorry, it's so toxic This is so toxic I feel like a monster Even after all that I've done to you Broke my back, for you So attached to you And, I just wanna say Sorry, it's so toxic I was your Romeo, you were my Juliet I told myself that one day that we would be newly-wed Whoops, there we go again, there goes another fight It's like another fuckin' shovin' match, the other night And I'm just fuckin' sick of this! I'm fuckin' sick of you! And every fuckin' argument we having's turnin' physical You, bitch, are you retarded? Can't you tell we fuckin' miserable? But yet, you stay, because you selfish and it's pitiful And, all the shit you ritual, traditional, this ridicule Is tearin' us apart, but yet, I'm stuck, because I live with you And now, I don't know what to do 'Cause, I feel like I'm trapped inside of a cage I'm always pissed at you And not to mention, I'm ashamed 'Cause, I feel like a broken record Yet, I'm always sayin' I can change I never wanna be the one to blame I swear to God that if you try to leave Then, I'ma put you up in flames I want you to love me like you used to In the first month, heh I wish we felt the same love for each other That we used to, when we first begun Our relationship Every time I look at you, I feel so broken Down Every time I see you smile, I'm still hopin' That we can try, again This is so toxic I feel like a monster Even after all that I've done to you Broke my back, for you So attached to you And, I just wanna say Sorry, it's so toxic This is so toxic I feel like a monster Even after all that I've done to you Broke my back, for you So attached to you And, I just wanna say Sorry, it's so toxic I don't care what people say, I'll be with you anyways I just want you to be in my life, and me to be your life And, I mean of course, I just miss all the old days And, now we just both fight, you warm and I'm cold, right? I swear to you, I'll stay This moment's a fortnight, emotion is so right But, swear that on this day, that we could be alright I'm about to heal the poison, I'm about to find an antidote The reason that I made this track is to make a message For everybody starin' at me, with this blank expression For everybody that's tellin' me this is fake affection For everybody that's dealin' with this, the safe assessment It's 'til you get the fuck out, and save ya'self I know it's hard, but if you stay, then you get torn apart I've got a broken heart, and now a teardrop just hit the page A mark to make the chorus start This is so toxic I feel like a monster Even after all that I've done to you Broke my back, for you So attached to you And, I just wanna say Sorry, it's so toxic This is so toxic I feel like a monster Even after all that I've done to you Broke my back, for you So attached to you And, I just wanna say Sorry, it's so toxic