Wishing I Could Talk To You

Yo I know you probably going through some struggles right now

But You can't just bottle that up

My Brother committed Suicide

I Did some things I regret

I didn't say what I needed to say to him

So you got to talk about your problems

With anyone

Before it's too late

(ewww ewww ewww )

I Remember Playing in the back

Of a house in our hometown

We were gonna build a ship

Cause we were gonna sail away

I wanted nothing more than that

But that didn't even happen at all

Dad told us stop that

Then he threw my brother through a wall

Our childhood was crazy like that

To us it was a normal day

Remember talkin to our selves

Why can't someone come and save me

My Brother got the worst of that

My Dad beat him down again

Cause he really wanna save me

Yeah he really wanna save me

Wishing I could talk to you

Wishing I could see your face

Wishing that I never did those things I did to you

You were living your life in pain

Can't believe you're gone away

Correcting all my mistakes

If not your death was in vain

I Think about you everyday

Everything was taken away

I'm sorry big brother

That everything was messed up

I Took your death really hard

I got to get back up

When you're looking down from above will you really watch out for me

I was seven years old

A car ran right over me

My Brother ran thirty blocks

Just to come save me

I wish I could have saved you

Wish you didn't have to go

Wish I had one more day

To say everything you need me to say

Wishing I could talk to you

Wishing I could see your face

Wishing that I never did those things I did to you

I took your death really hard

I got to get back up

When you're looking down from above will you really watch out for me