Made to Suffer

When it doesn't feel hard I wonder if it's deserved And if I wasn't made to suffer Was it really earned I get scared when it's not difficult Cause then what did I learn Feeling unease in the calm Wondering when it's my turn I hate watching the ones I love going through it Wishing with every fibre I could undo it Things going well for me but under the surface the guilt is brewing Living my life Is that what I should be doing Happiness is complicated when my families peace is all I'm craving Why is it that Joy seems to evade us Just make it easy lord I'm praying Things could be so easy But if it was would I want Or would I just run from it Would it really be worth it Things could never be so easy Cause if it was I wouldn't want it I know that I would just run from it It just wouldn't be worth it My proximity to pain won't allow me peace I don't wanna look around my table and see empty seats Labouring to get this fruit so we all can eat I know we all deserve to pursue happiness But how do we keep a firm grasp on it Until all of our people can share in it Cause for all of us to win One of us got to begin So I'm dropping to my knees Begging the Almighty please Make me worthy Of the blessings bestowed on me That I may bless my loves accordingly Cause for all of us to win One of us got to begin Things could be so easy But if it was would I want Or would I just run from it Would it really be worth it Things could never be so easy Cause if it was I wouldn't want it I know that I would just run from it It just wouldn't be worth it More Grace More Hope More Faith More Joy More Peace More Love You deserve all of the above You don't have to be so strong You don't have to carry it all (All, All, All, All, All, All, All) Things could be so easy (easy) But if it was would I want (want it) Or would I just run from it (from it) Would it really be worth it Things could never be so easy (easy) Cause if it was I wouldn't want it (want it) I know that I would just run from it (from it) It just wouldn't be worth it