Loving Me

Loving me could take some time And patience is a virtue I don't always hold If you stay it won't make it right Everything we've been through unfolds I used to think that love was blood and guts and fighting for it Then I watched you fall, laughing and so gently for him I hold it in until it's in my chest, I know I feel it I'm starting to believe this could be easy Hold your cards and play it right But it takes all my courage just to meet your eye I don't want to ask you to treat me gently I spent 23 months building my walls after empty calls I don't want to talk about it I don't want to ask you to treat me kindly I told myself I'm not going into this blindly Gonna have to talk about it I used to think that love was blood and guts and fighting for it Then I watched you fall, laughing and so gently for him I hold it in until it's in my chest, I know I feel it I'm starting to believe this could be easy