Mixed Signals

I've been keeping a secret to myself Gets lonely when you can't tell anybody else Especially you who needs to hear it more than id like you to I fear how you'll react, cause what if you start acting weird But then again I'm not your type You're into girls with brown hair we don't look alike But you seem to think that I am Physically appealing but your actions are deceiving Am I a victim of receiving your Unintentional mixed signals Do you do or do you don't Feel what I feel I can't put my finger on Why I have this inclination What we have is flirtatious Its possible I could be reading into you too deep I cannot seem to get over it over it I don't understand why I cannot quit cannot quit The silence in my head is loud From not telling you about How I truly feel About you The medicine would be for me to spit it out but then again The thought of that is sickening And for that im hesitant Id ask you but id rather jump into a snake pit All because I have a fear of rejection trepidation surrounded by humiliation Maybe this is the treatment that everyone gets Maybe im delusional and inside my head But I still get unintentional Mixed signals Do you do or do you don't Feel what I feel I can't put my finger on Why I have this inclination What we have is flirtatious Its possible I could be reading into you too deep I cannot seem to get over it over it I don't understand why I cannot quit cannot quit The silence in my head is loud From not telling you about How I truly feel About you I think I need to say something I think I really need to say something I think I need to say something I think I really need to say something I said it