Are You Serious?

Woke up on a saturday Deaf in my right ear I was dizzy and disoriented Vertigo severe All the doctors said the cause was just some mystery unknown Then they charged me thirteen thousand And the fuckers sent me home I was told that there was no way to prevent what had occurred But the randomness of everything it almost made it worse Now lately every crowded room feels like i'm drowning in the sound Of incoherent conversations and my heartbeat as it pounds I can't wake up from this dream This madness my reality I clench my fists and grind my teeth As something breaks inside of me like Are you serious? Are you serious? Too much and i wanna sedate I wanna numb out killing the pain Don't wanna talk about it Nobody knows how to relate I'm all alone and i'm up on a stage Don't wanna bitch about it Cause i know everyone's in a cage I'm just a drop in a bucket of rage And if you think about it Too hard it'll fuck with your brain It's not going away It's not going away I can't wake up from this dream This madness my reality I clench my fists and grind my teeth As something breaks inside of me like