I just remembered our first kiss
I got butterflies
Memories placed upon your lips
Why do I start to cry?
Cause I never felt more safe
Than wrapped up in your arms
And you'll always be engraved
On my broken heart
We played house
You burnt it down
You loved me
Then you backed out
Empty promises
Now you're synonymous
With all my trauma and
You'll never understand
No more planing futures
Wish you told me sooner
You couldn't handle love
You couldn't handle us
I wish I never loved you
Cause then I wouldn't have to
Miss someone
Who fucked me up
And you can't mean I love you
When you don't know what it means
And you couldn't keep me safe
At just nineteen
We played house
You burnt it down
You loved me
Then you backed out
Empty promises
Now you're synonymous
With all my trauma and
You'll never understand
No more planing futures
Wish you told me sooner
You couldn't handle love
You couldn't handle us
I wish I never loved you
Cause then I wouldn't have to
Miss someone
Who fucked me up
Sometimes I think that I still love you
Are you the man I once knew
Who'd kiss every tear away?
Now my tears are yours to blame
Still sleeping on the left side
In case you come back tonight
But you're not in love
And you won't show up
No more planing futures
Wish you told me sooner
You couldn't handle love
You couldn't handle us
I wish I never loved you
Cause then I wouldn't have to
Miss someone
Who fucked me up
