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Thinking about

Who we used to be

When we used to

Who we used to be together

And I can't tell

If she still exists

Look, I'm thinking about

Who we used to be

When we used to

When we used to be together

But I know

That ship has sailed

Remember when you punched the wall

And did a bump of coke off your knuckle?

More drama than a 90's soap opera couple

Anger and depression— a co-opted struggle

You can strike me down but don't pop the bubble

Of denial we were dwellin' in, a while back when everythin'

Was rotten to the core but we'd smile at the skeleton

Enveloped in stress - your head on me chest

We stayed together over three letters ending with X

And that's the best I can do to censor this text

Even in rosy retrospection you're getting me vexed

Unhealthily obsessed, nothing left to invest

Emotionally bankrupt but wish you every success I guess

Time doesn't heal I just remember you less and less

An unrelenting mess we were blind with our eyes peeled

Beholden, our only common ground was a minefield

But every now and then I miss the sound of you explodin'

Are you thinking about

Who we used to be

When we used to

When we used to be together

Cause I do

Oh shit

Are you thinking about

How we used to be

When we used to be

Cause we used to be together

Just us

Just us

I stay thinking about

Who we used to be

When we used to

Cause we used to be together

Yeah

Erm

I stay thinking about

Who we used to be

When we used to

Cause could have been forever

Yeah

Shit

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