Where the f**k were you when I had needed you?

I felt so alone but now I see the truth

Gang gang gang gang

Squad squad squad squad

Where the f**k were you when I had needed you?

I felt so alone but now I see the truth

You was by my side, but really I could not confide

The difference 'tween you & I, is me I'm always finna ride

Is you gon' die about it?

Please don't ever tell me that you here for me, you lyin' bout it

If I died today, b***h I don't think that you would cry about it

Every time I think of times we had, I go get high about it

You had made feel so insecure too many times to count it

I bet you gon' look for me when you try'na find the next man

If I ever see him, promise he gon' be a dead man

Shoot him in the chest, then I put one in his headband

If you wanna seem him, you gon' have to go to heaven

And it ain't s**t, 'cause I could send you there

I'll have big bro spin & spin again like it's the county fair

I'll do anything to make you feel just how I'm feelin' here

And I know it isn't fair

We ain't shootin' in the air

Huh, yeah I double dare a n***a

Broski said if he walk down he ain't gone spare a n***a

Choppa do him like an ACL, I bet it tear a n***a

F****d his b***h, yeah right there, on the terrace n***a

What you know about them nightmares, and the terrors n***a?

Stick poppin' out when I'm in public, I'm embarrased n***a

It's funny how a n***a like me could go put fear in n****s

I play the beat & press record & get to blackin' out

You could wrestle with the fully' all you want, but ain't no tappin' out

I only let it rip in times of need, no I ain't crashin' out

'Cause I ain't playin' games with my life, 'cause ain't no backin' out

'Cause I only get it one time

I've been in the dark, baby I ain't had no sunshine

Yeah, I ain't had no sunshine

Life's a funny b***h, I've been waitin' for the punchline

I know I'm addicted to this b***h, & I'll be back again

But in the end I know we truly better off as friends

It's like she's tatted in my brain, she won't get off my head

But she'll be fine I hope she think 'bout the s**t that I said

I gotta keep this s**t together

All things fall apart, & I can't handle the pressure

People think I'm straight but I've been fightin' with depression

Anxiety gon' get the best of me, ain't learn my lesson

But f**k it really, 'cause I'm still gettin' high

Without it everything that I experience is dry

My conscious tellin' me that I should quit & yeah I try

But f**k it what's the point if every day I still could die?