I like when I'm mad

'Cause look at the shit that can come from it

The powers that be, they like when I'm sad

Go up for the songs I done sung from it

I planted a seed and from that grew a tree

Had no clue that one day I'd be hung from it

The coldest of seasons, got froze with my demons

But they met a bitch who won't run from it

I lost all connections, told all my confessions

My homies, they then tried to help out

Them **** don't feel me, shit, not for the real me

Regretting that love I done dealt out

The weeping and moaning, I'm constantly groaning

Obsessed with my anger and self-doubt

This game ain't been friendly, this game tried to end me

Man, fuck, I tried takin' my self out, fuck being humble now

Take me high, turn me up

I'm here to scrap to the death, I've been hurt enough

All these rap bitches take me for a powder puff

Guess in the past I didn't say this shit loud enough

I'm the one from the stories, my ****

Now this shit 'bout to get gory, my ****

They tried to take what's been for me, my ****

On one-to-ten wisdom, I'm forty, my ****

Made it this far by the skin of my teeth

Taking my throne, bet don't sit on my seat

Impatience grow longer with locs in my hair

And my pencil wear dull by the grit of this beat

Shit can get scary like Thriller, y'all push me

To move like a killer, it could've been chiller

Now that you guys in my eyes, I can't make out no prize

Ain't no point but to pull down the pillars

Ain't no reason to stay in my lane

I warned you bitches on industry games

Don't acknowledge the greatness I am

How'd I get judged by a jury of lames?

After all of the shit I done seen

Why are you shocked I ain't moving the same?

I ain't wasting no tears on you hoes

At this point I'm aroused by the pain

At this juncture, I'm taking what's mine

And what's yours just for wasting my time

I insist on beginning my reign

If you ain't singing praises then don't hit my line

Ding-dong

Answer the door, Jane

Fans are impatient, they chanting and waiting

They asking for more Jane, come out and

Sing songs

Wrap that shit up with a bow

Hate making out that shit out like a crow

Even if that bitch ain't ready to go

Look, I'm a cocky insufferable saint

And to die on this hill, I'd be happy and willing

The only two options they gave me

To die as a hero or be led to live as a villain

And I done withstood all the grilling

I'm finna get slugs with the gats so they know how I'm chilling

I got the academy checking for whatever's next

At least somebody know what the deal is

I am a realist, I am defiant

I ain't no big girl, bitch, I'm a giant

I am a demigod, love unrequited

If you ain't gon' give it, then fucking be quiet

This my militia, I'm feeling like Titus

You may find the value of sitting in silence

'Cause none of you **** can tell me what tight is

But you 'bout to learn all about what a fight is