Fever Dream

And in the end

We pretend

It all was all a fever dream

But it is true

That I love you

Though you choke me when I scream

You look surprised when i hit back

Put me in my place,

I hide my face

From your attack

So I disguise

My broken pride

While you walk amongst the giants

With your head held high

Again I scream

I scream

In fever dreams

Have I been sleeping?

Or am I awake?

Have I been dreaming?

Is this real?

I look back at the moment i met you

And all I'm seeing is those little red flags

I look back at the moment I left you

Yeah, after you gave up and packed up your bags

I was willing to stay, you weren't willing to fight

I was giving in to your excuse

All I wanted was love

All you wanted was hugs

But you gave up so quick

What's the use?

No matter how hard you know, yeah we worked it

All that cheating - I didn't deserve it

Now I'm sitting here staring at walls

Bustin' my balls

Might even twerk it

Now your hoe's saying - girl he was wrong

Three am calls, you're feeling withdrawals

Jeez

Well you should've spoke sooner

Bet it made you feel cooler

Turned you to an abuser

Slayin' your love - this is a funeral

This aint goodbye, its a wake

This aint goodbye, it's a take

This aint goodbye, this is fate

In memorium - wait

You still have a chance you should take

But I'm still asleep in a

Fever dream

Have I been sleeping?

Or am I awake?

Have I been dreaming?

Is this real?

And in the end

We pretend

It all was all a fever dream

But it is true

That I love you

Though you choke me when I scream