Even Here

Sudden onset shaking hands, dirt shuffles under foot

Deny all you want, it's the chance that you took

Has all but set in stone your fate is open left undone

It's too late to save you, there's nowhere left to run

So reap the fate you sow

It's gone on like this for far too long

It's getting hard to live without the mask on

To hold a place in time where I can't be

Never wanted to see it become the real me

Lie in the bed you made

Your call

Your gain

Your weakness

Your shame

Your price

Your worth

You're making

It worse

In all this anger I'm misplacing

Turning into what I hated

And I know it took the best of me

It's gone on like this for far too long

It's getting hard to live without the mask on

To hold a place in time where I can't be

Never wanted to see it become the real me

Call it what you want

Blessing or malediction

Your time has come and gone

In a wake of desperation

While you slept the world kept turning, passed you by

This is the only thing that you will ever be

It's over

Your time is up

It's gone on like this for far too long

It's getting hard to live without the mask on

To hold a place in time where I can't be

Never wanted to see it become the real me

It's over

Your time is up

Watch your back your enemy is still yourself